12/10/25 i've suddenly become very interested in making and sharing OCs. Like fandom was kind of my main thing for my whole life, i had ocs even but they were like, basically existing-characters that i changed a little to be ocs. now i'm all about ocs, and i feel like i'm pretty happy with them when i make them and design them and stuff. i see other people's and i'm like wowowww so cool 0.0 but i don't feel like mine are worse. and sometimes i do feel that way about things. anyway, check out my OCs!?!?!?!?!?
soooo ya if you like my OCs and wanted to make some with me, or whatever please get in touch because i am SOOO interested. i love just bouncing ideas off each other and coming up with new messed up characters and dynamics to explore togetherrrr it doesn't even have to be roleplay yk? just talking about the story as a conversation and going back and forth is just as good imo as doing a whole elaborate rp. but that aside, life is going pretty interestingly for me. its hard to say GOOD, but it kind of isn't bad. there's bad stuff going on, there always is but there's also some really good things and i think my future might start looking up. if i can keep it together long enough
always one breakdown away from ruining my life but also its been a really long time since the last one, and that's pretty cool. i'm really hopeful of the future right now even though bad things are on the way too :( but it'll be okay in the end and things will be good. i just have to get through it and that's way more optimistic than i used to be!! i know i can do it.
7-8-25 what do i like? yaoi, shipping, roleplay, videogames, staying home and eating pizza i left out long enough to maybe kill me. drinking coffee at 8pm and then wondering why i have anxiety. enemies to lovers, snacks, chimichangas, and speaking of, deadpool. i ship spideypool and not in the fluffy way. rarely do i ship anything the fluffy way. give me angst and hurt/comfort, give me trigger-warning-worthy, give me GRIT AND TENSION AND SWEAT AND BLOOD.
give me keyboard-smashing 2010 tumblr feels, give me self-indulgent scenes between characters that are terrible for each other. give me problematic ship dynamics and leave the discourse at the door. give me that iconic don't like, don't look attitude and show me your fanfics, your fanarts, your favorite miku miku dance yaoi video, your gay little shrine to the characters you like.
please click off this site if you're not cool with problematic ships, if you think people should get in irl trouble for fanart or fanfic. i've been shipping since i was a kid. holed up in my room, staying up as long as i could looking for ship content. what do i ship? where do i start! i ship a LOT of things. almost exclusively gay. i ship in homestuck, death note, black butler, haikyuu, junjou romantica, danny phantom, kingdom hearts, south park, batman, young justice, ed edd and eddy, powerpuff girls, rick and morty, gravity falls, owl house, sherlock and star trek. garak/bashir, yes. kirk/spock, yes. bully, vocaloid. and i shipped snarry back when i was in the harry potter fandom. i shipped micheal/gavin in roosterteeth too, but i always felt iffy about rpf so didn't lean into it much.
oh- plus i like bad guys. bad guys or just giant douchebags. bro strider? top of my list. jarod from road 96? hot as hell. stupid vlad masters? HOT. walter in trollhunters? yes. ganon? take me demon lord. HIM? repeat the last response. joker, slade, give me hot scary unpredictable guys with mental instability and too much confidence (or so much insecurity they convince themselves they're better).
